Alexis is leaving youtube because she grew out of dolls. Now I feel a lot of pressure to give them up. I know it's my decision, but I can't help feeling like... A little kid now that she's moved on.
Millerz, I have that exact same feeling. I already told you about my best friend, right? She hardly feels like my best friend anymore, she's changed so much. Now she's *grown. up*. We both used to take joy in our bazillions of stuffed animals. Then, the other day she told me she'd thrown out all but a few stuffed animals. And I nearly cried, but I didn't because she looked like she didn't care. And I already told you she's pretty much uncaring about her three dolls. And I am starting to feel immature. I mean she's SUCH a big influence on my life, and a lot of times we gain and lose interest in things together. Now, I don't really know. I am suddenly disconnected from AGTube. Like, I keep on loving my dolls, but I don't really have the *HEART* to make a video. Do you know what I mean? I made a video today, but I didn't really enjoy making it. I hope it's just because I'm stressed about Science Olympiad competions this Saturday. But Millie, just know that dolls are what make us, us. But they're also not. No matter what you decide, you'll always be Millie. But remember, I may still hunt you down and make you watch a two-day long "Love dolls forever" movie. Just a forewarning. ;o)
Millerz, I have that exact same feeling. I already told you about my best friend, right? She hardly feels like my best friend anymore, she's changed so much. Now she's *grown. up*.
ReplyDeleteWe both used to take joy in our bazillions of stuffed animals. Then, the other day she told me she'd thrown out all but a few stuffed animals. And I nearly cried, but I didn't because she looked like she didn't care. And I already told you she's pretty much uncaring about her three dolls.
And I am starting to feel immature. I mean she's SUCH a big influence on my life, and a lot of times we gain and lose interest in things together. Now, I don't really know. I am suddenly disconnected from AGTube. Like, I keep on loving my dolls, but I don't really have the *HEART* to make a video. Do you know what I mean? I made a video today, but I didn't really enjoy making it. I hope it's just because I'm stressed about Science Olympiad competions this Saturday.
But Millie, just know that dolls are what make us, us. But they're also not. No matter what you decide, you'll always be Millie. But remember, I may still hunt you down and make you watch a two-day long "Love dolls forever" movie. Just a forewarning. ;o)