What this year has meant to me.

2011 has been a freaking HARD year for me. It's been up and down, but I'm up now and am so thankful for everyone that has helped me through my tough year.
Thank you to my best friend in the entire world. I love you so much, and you would always brighten my day no matter how miserable i was. You continue to make me smile every day, and I am so lucky to have you. To my other best friend, you are so supportive of  me, and making videos with you is so much fun. You are hilarious and kind, and i love you so much. Both of you, we are the perfect threesome, and I could not ask for more amazing best friends. You know who you are, and I want you to know how much you mean to me.
2011 was also my first year on youtube. It has been... wow. what can i say? It has been an amazing journey, with new friends, new videos, and new discoveries about myself in my love and passion of video making.
Thank you to the first person who ever discovered me on youtube. You have supported me ever since, and I am so thankful for you. Ily.
You all are some of the most amazing people i have ever met. AGtube is one of the most amazing communities that have ever existed. I feel so at home there, and i couldn't ask for a better community.
2011 was okay, but 2012 will be beautiful. <3 always,
Millie

School XP, and a *gasp* blog makeover?

UGHHHHHH. Yesh, in a few days, i have to go back to *gulp* school. Leave the comfort of going to sleep at 1am and waking up at 11. Staying in my pajamas until 1pm. Being able to go on youtube EVERY DAY and post a video. NOPE. I shall be too busy XP. I check my channel every day when I'm at school, however, I usually cannot post videos during the week. D:

On a lighter note, I am going to be re-doing my blog. All of the posts will still be there, but I'm bored with it -_-
So I'm going to redesign it to be more INTERESTING :D yay! haha

I do love school, don't get me wrong. I love seeing my friends and stuff, but I HATE HOMEWORK >_<
It's so stressful when i get home from school at 3, eat, get ready for dance, then don't come home until 7 or 8! I have time to do it at dance, in between classes, but it's HARD to get anything done. I hate working on homework as soon as i come home from school, because it's like- work, come home, work.
-_- really????

Well, thank you for listening to me rant XD i appreciate it. <3 bye!

WEIRDNESS AND CONFIDENCE

YESH that is correct. OBVIOUSLY if youz guyz have been reading this here blog, you could probs figure that out. But I LOVE MY WEIRDNESS. All of mah friends are quite strange *cough* *lauren and alexis* *cough* as are all of my youtube friends *cough* *Beth, Emma, H, Abby* *cough* Hahah
AnYwHoO!
So the fact that i'm weird makes my personality that much better. Because although i am weird, i am very confident. I love who i am, and i wouldn't change my personality for anyone. If people think i'm weird, so what? i am. I EMBRACE that! it makes me who i am, and my friends and i are weird together XD I think that it's important for people to be confident, no matter their weirdness, because if you don't like you, who can? people can tell whether you are confident or not. YEP! and truthfully, when you are comfortable with yourself, people will feel comfortable with you. AND DATS HOW MILLEH SEES IT. YESH I LURVVV GLEE XD haha
BE CONFIDENT.
KNOW WHY?
CUZ YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.

Merry Christmas! (and a painful finger-killing door XP)

HAI THAR! So today is the 25th of December, which means it is CHRISTMAS! woot woot! I'm jewish, however i DO celebrate christmas because of family stuff. So i love christmas at my grandmother's house because in the morning, we wake up and open our presents :P just our little family, all quiet and nice. THEEENNNN at night, our WHOLE family comes and we eat dinner, then we all pick a spot in the room to sit. One or a few people from each family group then goes and delivers your presents, and sets them in a pile at your spot. Then we all open them! it's so much fun! Oh, and right now im having trouble typing because i just closed a door on the top joint of my finger XP it hurts so badly!!!! it's like, numb... and turning purple XP ugh. ANYWHOOO MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!

~milleh

Oh, snow. Why must you not be here?

ARG it seems like everywhere around us is getting snow... except we're not! I mean come on! at this rate we will DEFINITELY not have a white christmas :( Or my birthday XD i love snow so much. The way it sparkles and glitters in the sun, the way it softens the edge of your whole neighborhood, how it covers the earth in an innocent, beautiful layer of sugar. Please come soon snow! also, i love taking pictures of the snow, however i never seem to be able to capture its true beauty. Snow days are the best! I have neighbors that are my bffs, and so on snow days when we don't have school, we get to hang out all day! it's the best! :D i'm dreaming of a white christmas...
let's just hope that dream comes true!

Please don't leave, agfan1731.

Please. I know you were thinking about leaving but don't. Just don't. If it's because other people have more subscribers, so what? it doesn't matter. Your videos are amazing. You're amazing. and you need to realize that. Girl, i love you and i want you to stay on youtube with me because where would i be without you? I know i'll still see you blah blah blah XD but making videos with you is so much fun. I love supporting you and i'm so happy for you whenever you get another subscriber. You are almost to 100, and you can't leave. YOU JUST CAN'T. I love you so much and i hope this helps.

Please stay on youtube, Alexis. Please.

I love you.
Your best friend forever,
Millie.

HATERZZ?!

Yep dats right. Okay so every one of my blog posts has at least one vote on it "WEIRD" idk if thts gud weird or not. but idk mayb i have a hater. HAHAH nice. everyone needs one huh? well thanks! <33 you hatersss! you make me STRONG!

"We would never grow, change, or improve without haters. Hate makes us stronger."
~brilliant2

Best friends (inspired by mine)

Hey, you! yeah you, no the other guy. No! gosh must i do EVERYTHING myself?! YES YOU! okay, thanks. now that i got ya'll's attention: so we all have friends. i hope at least XD but there's always at least one special person who you feel a special connection to. that you can tell EVERYTHING to. From crushes, to enemies, to personal stuff :P They're there for you. What i love about my 1 friend, is that no matter what, we are friends. sounds lame, right? wrong. I mean, sure, we've both made new friends this year :D that's good! but through that, even though there was some jelousy, we knew in our hearts that we were still BFFs. We talked it out, an epicfull discussion where we laid EVERYTHING on the table over churros XD and after that, it was like weight had been lifted. You know who you are. You inspire me every day with new things. We talk about virtually every topic known to mankind XD lol. i love you gurlie. always will.

DOLLS.

I just had this moment of realization... that I LOVE DOLLS. Yes, yes, i knew that before. but i just realized how much i TRULY love them and how grateful i am to have them. they are your best friends, models, listeners, entertainers, and everything else. I am so lucky to have them and to have been able to do what i have done with them. Let's here it for the dolls. the reason AGtube exists.

DOLLS MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND XD
<3
millie

♥

Heyyyyyyyyy! Okayzzz so as you know, i've reeled in a bucketload of buddies lately!! :0 you have no idea how grateful i am to all of you. You have made me so happy and just... XD
I'm so grateful for everyone i've met on youtube, but these are the youtubers who have made my life on youtube fantastic:

TaraTheTerrorKitty:
http://www.youtube.com/user/TaraTheTerrorKitty

AGdollluveer0823:
http://www.youtube.com/user/AGdollluveer0823

singingAGfan:
http://www.youtube.com/user/singingAGfan

agfan1731 (my real bestie):
http://www.youtube.com/user/agfan1731

ariehle99 (my real bestie):
http://www.youtube.com/user/ariehle99

ILY soooo much and you mean the world to me. <3
lurvvv always,
Millie

:"(

I broke my camera. I feel like an idiot. I tried to clear the memory, then i freaking sat on it. Then i tried to fix the lens and completely snapped it off. Im so stupid. that camera is like $100. or more. and i was just about to film my series with it.

I cried for about twenty minutes.
It was my dad's.
and i feel so horrible.

Haii.

YEs, SingingAGfan introduced meh to that word... I abuse it now. Hai. Hai. Hai. muahahaha. Anyways, so instead of writing something all inspirational like today, I have a funny halloween story!! okay, so we (me, agfan1731 and someone else) walked past this guy sitting on his step. He didnt move so i thought he was fake, or he would jump out at us. So I told him that when we ended up going for candy.
"No I would never do that," he replied. We said thanks and took the candy. Then, as we were walking away, BUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZ!!!! I screamed. There was a buzzer light thingy on his tree!!!! AND HIS BUSH! AND I FELL FOR IT BOTH TIMES!!!

Yerp, I am easily frightened.

Comment YOUR funny halloween stories!!!
~Millie <3

A sigh of relief.

Ahhhhhhh.... feel that? that is the sweet sound of things settling back into place. Life will go on people. It truly will. Keep your friends close to your heart and let them know how much they truly mean to you. I will be doing a BFFLs shoutout video soon to do just that. But right now, im just treasuring the fact that we are coming back. GOTYS left...? but agyoutube is realizing that if one of us leaves, that doesnt mean we will fall apart, but that the people still there need to keep us strong.
<33 forever.
Millie.

Halloween!!!

Yayyyy! i got my halloween costume today! im being a NERD! XD so excited! what are YOU being???

AGTube

RANTRANTRANTRANT!!! AHHHH okay, so sooo many people have been leaving, and of course it makes me sad, but hey, first of all, it's their decision. second of all, if they are going to leave us then why are we so sad? life will go on people there are so many undiscovered AGT people who are just as good! that's not to say i mean to offend anyone or that i don't appriciate them, i just think that we need to prioritize and move on. Yes. People get older and for some reason think that they can't like dolls anymore. But that doesn't mean that AGT will fall apart just because someone left. I was immensly sad when AG077 and 088 left, but the world didn't stop moving. people didn't stop posting. so why are we now?

Herro!!!

Hey yall!!! yerperooni it's meh! Don't you just love my rockin lingo?!
Yep so i made a blog today! i have some things to say that i can't say on youtube so they will be here! feel free to look around and leave some suggestions or something!

since this is my first day, there will be improvements eventually ;)

<33333
milleh!